“I feel i should be at ease with myself but I’m actually becoming less so in a way. I go and see someone like Charles Aznavour, whom I love, and I find myself thinking if only I could still be singing on stage aged over 90, looking so good. But every year that goes by, the anxiety increases, I can’t enjoy it. I’m conscious that I look too fat, I look too old, I can’t remember the words”  Marc Almond FT 30 october interview by Ludovic Hunter Tilney